another year's feelings...cliches of december...

above a lamp designed by Julia Violeta- Ventura Design-Brazil. Isn't it futuristic??

Hi Guys,

Missing writing in here my confessions and confidences about my life in London and things around me. lol Sometimes i feel like saying more than i should in here...like telling everything which is in my mind...i may get rich if somebody publish that but i am afraid i may have to die after revealed it...hehehe cause may be dangerous living after that...hahahaha no...serious i am not exaggerating! lol

One day maybe i will have the balls to do it and fuck it all...hahaha

I still may be a bit away because i am going to Berlin for new years which is going to bring lots of things to talk about as usual. I probably will go to this new place in there called Renate. Apparently it is a very cool club in a old block of building ...which each room it is a different party with a great tecno music...a bit dirty ..the way that i like! lol

Ahhh i love Berlin...how can people find the german language rash...i find it sexy...when someone is talking to me it sounds like they are ready to put me against the wall...hahahaha Need to learn some and then i could live there when i would be bored of London...Luis and Maura are taking some classes...i should get in the mood but sometimes is too hard for my soft latin pronunciation...hahaha

Recently i have been to my friend's studio in Mare street for the Borba Margo sample sales! Such a nice accessories designed by Anderson Borba which i must show in here and you guys can find out how to get it! Don't even wanna get in details about it right now because i want to make a proper post about the brand. It deserves it. But..... i got depressed...first i found a amazing bag there ...you know...some of those unique items...really nice...but i really couldn't afford getting it now...because i am going to travel and stuff...and i keep dreaming on the bag....lol really cool ..will have to visit his studio again later. Second thing...i took amazing pictures of the hole collection to post it and use for some releases and i lost them when i was transferring to my computer couple of days ago....affff...stupid! i should be drunk by that time...i got so upset....anyway i always can go back there and do it again...but now next year....it will be already a project for next year...another year...

Talking about another year... i watched "Another year", the new film by the english director Mike Leigh and i got terrified how deep is the story. It is a proper intimate drama about ordinary people's life. And the intriguing thing is...every one could have felt like that one day...lonely..and what is worse... with less than half of the age of the characters of the story. What apparently could be just one more ordinary happy family scene turns into a existentialism dilemma. Perfect to be on at this time of the year....when everyone is been taken by the end of the years feelings...

Tell me... who has never did any sort of reflexion about what needs to be done for the next...or about new projects and goals? I tend to do some lists of things which i want to put focus in ...hahaha long ones...some of the sentences are there year after year such as..." eat more health, stop smoking, do regular exercises, travel to such place, do such a course, find a terrific love..." hahahaha cliches of the end of the year....sometimes i couldn't manage to tick all of the plans out of my list and ...some other years i managed to tick almost all of them and some others which weren't even listed and i didn't expected to get it done! It is great when that happen! But one thing is truth ...just you can determinate how it will be your next years' December feelings! hahahaa

One thing i always tend to do during those xmass days...check my old friends from Brazil's pictures on Facebook which i don't see them for a long time and see what they are doing...like a sort of nostalgic curious habit...nearly voyer. lol I always end up finding people which i are doing amazing cool things...things that i like because It could be a common interest... things that i like it because i don't know anything about it and i want to get know more...it is great!! I always had creative friends and a lot of my inspiration comes from them. I like to be surrounded of creative people...that what makes me feel alive and maybe that is one of the reasons which brought me to London.

Talking about creative people, old friends, and accessories...i found my friend from high school, Julia, which we used to spend long afternoons together after classes, eating sweets, watching movie, drawing and talking about life and making plans! She is now designing a lot of things made from glass...even items for decoration or even bracelets in her studio ventura design. http://www.venturadesign.com.br/ I love it! Had to tell her...

Anyway i am writing to much...this is becoming a diary which had no intention to be at the first...well why not? I guess autobiography is in vogue now lol and people love reading them...hahahaha But i actually always said bad things about people who put their hole life online...too much....but i guess sometimes you let it go...maybe because i am alone now in the office...bored...when no body is here anymore for today...and i am just waiting for the time to go and have a nice xmass!

Happy xmass everyone!!!

Bracelets by Ventura design- Brazil. ps: i love the tattoos too Julia...thau!